i am really and seriously glad that things in school are looking up. the past 6 months have been a breeze with many ups and downs. i cried, i smiled and i laughed. but i guess those all made me a stronger person. i realised i have grown. thank you rgs. you make me miserable at times cos i feel inferior but you make me stronger and i am really glad i have grown and stretched to even greater heights. i used to feel that rgs was a crazy school with crazy ppl with nerds lining the corridoors. and super thick glasses. but no, its not true at all. the ppl are indeed crazy, but in a funky way that never fails to cheer me up. i had actually once thought that my school life has hit the bottompit where i would never have a nice day or never be able to laugh, not to say squeeze a smile out. but its all over now. and i am grateful that these rough times have past. and i believe these would be the worst ones. it would not be any worse. cos i knew. never in my life had i once felt like how i felt during the start of the year, ego flattened and all. thinking that oh, actually, i am not so good afterall i should just go some lousy sch where no one has ever threstened or questioned my intelligence or capabilities. cos no one had ever done so in pri sch. but now, i can say, after such rafts that, i am sure of my capabilities and intelligence and that i can do even better if i put my heart in to study. i am glad to have budds with me even if they dont know they are some sort of encouragement that kept me going.
minchih, thanks for being there and helping me, always being the cheerful one. it really helps you know although you dont know i am seriously encouraged by everything you have done. your laughter kept me going, so continue being that way!
hanjun:my crazy seatmate. thank you so much han june. i am glad that my seating position landed right beside yours. and if i had a choice i would never change it. you never knew when i was down but our funky ideas and funny way of talking really brightens up my day!
viv:hey girl, thanks for helping me and guiding me T2 SL. being an SL really brightens up my life. i once thought, oh, i have no more leadership qualities and being an SL is like impossible. but you came along and helped me.
karate ppl: mostly ppl whom i mix around with. you ppl know it. especially during malaysia trips at night in the rooms monkeying about! those days really fun and cool cos they relieved me from all the school stress that was piling on top and almost causing me to cave in. but the trips made me feel life wasnt do bad and all. with all the competitions i won which boosted at least alittle of my ego and mixing around with you ppl.
if i have a choice, i want nothing to change now. let it be the same as it is.
