well well. say this will be the the last post thou will see. will be mugging soon.
i will/may/shall post after the MYAs. and do wish me the best of luck for... geog and hist. cos it is very apparent that i dont kinda like this two subjects.

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i guess i really haven been touching blogger for quite a number of days. well, since sports fest. ohwell, it cant be help though, MYAs are round the corner and i haven been studying. i guess. but the bottomline is: school stinks. it really is true except for math i guess. but the other topics are really stressing me out. okkay. math included. i haven beeen practicing like pri sch. I guess i'm a real slacker. not a mugger. but being a mugger isn't good. being a slacker isn't either. omgness.i am really going to flunk big time for MYAs. eng MYA will be nxt week. math and chi geog hist and phil eng lit. omg i am really dying!!!!! i will die. math needs practice but i haven been doing so. chi needs explanation of whatever. and mdm. haven even been going through enough. ms. has done her job, i guess theres not much to teach for li? and eng? i am freaking out. gosh. and wth i hate MYAs. i freaking dont want to be last. i hate it. its like inferiority complex. awwww. anyway, guess i will have to start mugging(?) but i seriously am not in the studying mood the past few months i am dying. how are nanyang ppl coping? i bet like fm zest and all are well back on track with studies. but i am seriously. gosh. i seem to be reapeating on and on bout MYAs. well shall stop here. throw it to the back of my head. talk about studying--i am going shopping later on with mummy cos today is a sch declared hols. more like mugging day. i guess we are given a day off just to study right? not sure but i sure am not making full use of today to study. but i will just. give myself a day off? awww.
stop the studying stuff. well. now theres this KOI karate competition coming up in ITALY and i am not going. omg. i am not gonna survive i can only go if SKA sponsors. but oh well. carolyn can gp! her daddy agreed. rania's not going. oh well so if i dont get sponsored lets all not go together. i know heng bin, peiyi and peiru are going though. not sure bout the rest. &serena, get well soon!:D melissa, you haven been training. come and train! i miss you!;D i guess only karate's lighting up my life these few mths. &&& SC carnival's up this sat! and i am going! WELLS. donno will meet who. see first.:DDD but then again it be a busy day. cos yup. have to go shannon! dont worry i will be there! cannot miss again! okkays back to SC carnival. I hope it will turn out fun! ORA was crazy!!!!!!!! hahas i met teng wei and he was swearing off his words. gosh. and ead prefect was dunked into the water so cooool!:D lols. RI was certainly bustling with RJ RG ans RI pppl that day. i think i sawem. RI's Dm being dunked was it? i think ttw said so. then was it MOOR's cheerleader or what crap. anyway was just some RI guy who was wearing hse(moor) shirt who was also being dunked. big joke!:D
Oh yes and karate seminar's up too on 14 and 15 june. theres youth karate competition too. well well. many things up. karate. i had better trained hard. and yes club competition on 31 aug too. and what sabah AKF competition this year too. wow. many events up. i just hope that sch life will take a chnge for the better. shall end this post with a quote then! sometimes ppl put up a false front. you can say they are proud but no its just for protection. its better to look down than to be looked down upon. thats how we survive.

today was great. but i was freaking out when i though bout the lit SA today! gosh! did not have any idea how to study for lit. but i still made through it and later had to stay back in sch to do journey of errors project. due in week 5! hahas. me and minchih were like joking around bout how to arrange the photos that we took.like in plaza sing, citylink and suntec on last tues! in the end decided tp.. well, shall leave that as a secret! its somewhat creative i should say. then after that we also slacked in class and at around like some 5.45pm, we left the classroom and went to CANTEEN! my fav place insch. cos theres food. ate dinner that. did not want to eat at hwa chong. then. at 6.20pm minchih's mum came and after that i boarded the bus. had to wait for bus66 for like 20min? it was rather long. and the bus was packed like crazy. and my bag was the nikey one so was heavy and long that got be seriously irritated. i cant stand crowded places. and squeezed like for 10 min. finaly reached hwa chong at like 7pm. i saw that even sensei was there yet so went to canteen to get a drink. and i happened to see vanessa, nica and auntie. haha. sat down with them and chatted then i went to take my gee as bro reached so then trained and trained like crazy, i seriously have no stamina for such a long kata like suparinpei. must train stamina or i will die of embarrassment in the competition. since i have won, i will not lose. no matter what., hahas. then went home to think i was so tired that i almost fell when i got onto the lift!
arghh! theres cca tomorow which i so hate. co! gosh. borring. how i can pull through happily tomorow. cos if i do, it will be a miracle i shall work towards letting that miracle happen then! gosh i seem to just have this unjustified hatred for music and especially the seniors in co. they seem to irritate me alot. and i cant stand this particular senior.

i seem to be complaining which is what i should not me. whatever! just wish me luck for cca tomorow and that for once, i can go through it happily and not hate the cca through my 4 sec years life like how peiyi hated hers in sec sch. but doesnt matter. i will find a way to wriggle out of my prob. quit or whatnot. i will find a way.